aku kebuntuan~~~

hurm...
beberapa hari lepas,abang posmen datang rumah aku..Cam biasa la..ngan motor kesayangan dia tu..haha...Dia kasi aku surat..Aku ambik jer la ..Mesti surat untuk my parents..Aku belek2 surat-surat tu.Rupanya ada nama aku..haha..Surat matrikulasi pulau pinang..Yahoo.....Aper lagi,buka la surat tawaran tu..Baca punyer baca..ni yang aku rasa tak best ni..Kat situ tertulis aku dapat kos untuk sains hayat..Haiyyoo...Ni yang aku pelik..Apasal kawan2 aku yg len dapat kos sains ajer???hehe..Erm,x per la.diskus ngn my parents dulu la..

Aku ingat nak masuk matrix..Tapi aku risau pasal kos yg aku dapat tu..Nak pergi ker tak??Sebab mama aku pesan awal2 lagi,kalau masuk matrix,duk diam2 kat situ..hahaha..Ni yang aku duk pk pnyer pk..ada kawan cakap boleh jer tukar kos..Ada yg cakap,maner boleh tukar kos..Nab cakap
"wei,ko tak baca ker kat surat tawaran tu..Maner boleh tukar kos..Lain la kalau ko nak g goda pengetua matrix tu untuk kasi ko tukar kos"

Adoii..nab ni kan..Best punyer cadangan kat aku..dah la cadangan tak logik plak tu..hahahaha..Kelakar la nab ni..hohoh..Hurm,Tapi..aku ni sebenarnya masih lagi dalam dilema..(chewah..puitis nyer ayat..)Dilema konon..Tapi tu la yang aku rasa sekarang..
Aper jadik kalau aku x leh tukar kos kat saner nanti.Bukan boleh suka2 jer nak keluar g masuk U..yer la..it costs money..nak kena g hantar aku lagi.. aku ni bukan suka sngt susahkan my parents..Yup,mereka kerja.Maner boleh cuti suka suka camtu jer..Tapi,kalau aku dapat asasi plak..Of course aku akn dpt uitm or uia..Kalau boleh aku tak nak terikat dengan U tu sendiri....Walaupun ia satu benefit..Yer la,..sebelah kaki dah masuk U..Tapi,hurmm..berat jgk aku nk g..sebab aku nk pilihan yg len..
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Bagi aku..study kat maner2 samer ajer..Yang penting passion kita..Yup,ramai yang cakap..Kalau masuk matrix it's the end of the world..matirx x layak untuk student sbp..Hurm,bagi aku tak.MAybe susah sket la matrix ni..Tapi asasi pon susah..Wat will happen kalau aku dapat asasi kejuruteraan..Patut ker aku masuk asasi??
Aku sekarang ni x paham..apa beza matrix..apa beza asasi..Berapa subjet kena blaja..Friends,tolong la aku..Kalau korang faham aper2 pasal asasi or matrix..Please xplain to me..Matrix penang bukan calang2 matrix jugak..Lagi ok dr uitm..Coz my mom pon cam x berkenan jer aku masuk matrix..Tapi,kos matrix tu yg buat aku risau..

Hurm,buntu ni..Aku rasa aku akan dapat sama ada uitm or uia..Kalau kos matrix x dpt tukar,bek aku g U..At east boleh blaja kos yg aku minat..hahaha..Tapi,aku akan terikat dngn U tu nnti..Aku kalau boleh nk ukm..Satu sebab utama aku nak masuk matrix sangat2 sbb aku nak baiki pointer..nak dapat dekan pointer(insyaallah jika aku berusaha dan berdoa pada Allah)..Then aku nk persue degree oversea...Itu dah jadik impian aku sejak masuk skolah tu lg..Senior semua dh sukses..Study abroad..Aku pon nk jgk dpt pengalaman tu..aku pon nk sukses jgk..pengalaman stdy oversea ni paling berharga..menguji kematangan dan survival aku..Kalau aku ambik asasi,aku takut tu la..terikat dngn U tersebut nnti..Boleh ker aku blah camtu jer nanti..???kalau matrix,aku boleh apply masuk utp ker nanti..petroleum geoscience is my current addiction..Lagipun,matrix blaja braper subjet jer..Boleh la aku pulun habis2 untuk pointer aku..
Tapi,kalau x leh camner??Lagi satu,kalau aku x dapat masuk U nanti cmner??Matrix x menjamin U..habis la aku..aku kne pk pro n contrast die sterus..Ni masa depan aku..Ya allah..bantulah hambamu ini..Berikan aku yang terbaik..Tunjukkan aku jalan yg terbaik..Amin..

Whatever,impian engineer aku tetap diteruskan..Study oversea pon aku akan usahakan walau aku perlu berkorban.Inilah hidup..Ia akan mengajar erti kematangan..Namun,aku buntu untuk memilih..Kalaulah rezeki aku di utp kan best..Impian petroleum ada di depan mata..Ya allah,beriakan aku peluang itu..hurrmm..pening la pk pasal masa depan ni kan.Susah jgk nk buat keputusan...

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this is from ilia eleena,Hanani and Ainin..banyak nyer award..hehe..thanks friends..

~ you should tell 10 facts or hobbies about yourself~

(first skali)
I'm a left handler..(kidal).Dulu tyme sekolah rendah,rasa rendah diri gak sebab kidal..yer la..ada sorang cikgu marah aku sbb aku ni tulis guna tangan kiri..Sekarang,i'm proud to be a left handler..Sekarang ni,aku bangga aku ni kidal..Jarang nak jumpa orang mcm aku..lagipun,aku boleh makan guna sudu n garfu dngn bek mcm right handler yg len..Just kekok jer..Tapi,boleh jer..haha

(second)
cepat marah dan cepat cool..Just like my mom..Dat's y I love you mom..haha..Aku ni mudah memaafkan orang..Tapi tak mudah lupa..Maybe aku jadikan apa yg berlaku sbg peringatan..Yup,maybe itu sbg pengalaman aku untuk hadapi hari2 mendatang..Tapi,aku ni x simpan dendam..NO..Tak aman hidup klu simpan dendam..Kita mencari ketenangan dalam hidup ni..

(third)
boleh sesuaikan diri dengan suasana baru dan mudah mesra..friendly la orang cakap..Mudah ramah mesra..Suka berkawan ..talkative..Suka tanyer apa2 yang menarik pasal orang yg baru dikenali..Maybe,boleh bagi ilmu untuk aku or new experiences untuk aku gunakan dalam hidup ni..Aku suka kawan bnyk2..Dan aku ni x pilih kawan..Aku kawan dngn semua orng..Tak kira la dia tu budak sbp ker,mara ker,budak sekolah harian ker..semua aku kawan....X judge mereka sewenangnya..

(fourth)
Fobia sangat2 kat lipas..Sejak kecik lagi aku fobia lipas.Sebabnyer,dlu masa kecik,ada lipas merayap masuk dlm baju tidur..Waa,trauma sangat2 sampai sekarang..Klu ada jer sebut pasal lipas,aku dah ready nk lari..hahaha...Kalau lipas ada depan mata,,mula aku nervous..nak lari,aku takut lipas tu kejar..hahaha

(fifth)
satu impian aku yang belum tercapai sejak aku kecik lagi.aku dah lama nak belajar maen piano..tapi belum tercapai lagi..haha..Maybe satu hari nanti aku akan belajar..hahaha..Sekarang ni,aku justsempat men gitar jer..Tu pon,my brother yg ajar..

(sixth)
suka sangat pantai.Bagi aku,pantai adalah ketenanganku.Aku boleh main air laut dari pagi sampai petang...Angin kat pantai plak,sejukk..Bestt~~lagi best kalau bawak wau skali..Ingat lagi dlu2,men sambil tarik wau kat tepi pantai..Wau nek tinggi..haha..Pastu,ske makan seafood..Pastu,allergi ngn udang..adooii..Kalau g pantai,kne kutip gak kulit kerang..hahaha

(seventh)
Aku jer yang pelik dalam family aku..Sebabnya,muka aku ni cam ada iras chinese sket..Padahal mam cakap aku pure malay..haha..Masa aku baby dulu,nenek aku pon pernah tanyer my dad, "ni tertukar dngn anak cina ker anak kamu ni?"haha..My dad cakap,"eh tak la mak..maner ada orang cina giving birth time tu "kua3..nenek pon ingt aku tertukar anak..sedihnyer..hahaha

(Eighth)
nakal..sangat nakal..Maybe sebab aku ni jenis yg ske try benda2 baru..Ske pada bnda yg mencabar...Tu yg aku buat jgk walaupun tau benda tu salah..Time duk hostel,memang aku la yang paling bnyk buat kerja2 yg mengarut..Benda yg orang larang tu la aku akn buat.So,aku x kesah la kalau kne punish..Aiman x kesah.....hahaha

(nineth)
Mudah tersenyum..A good listener and a good adviser...Aku boleh la motivate and bagi semangat kat kawan2..Aku ni jenis yg pentingkan persahabatan.Aku akan sentiasa menemani kawan aku kalau mereka dlm kesedihan ker..Kalau boleh,aku nk sentiasa buat mereka gembira..Sama mcm hdp aku.Always go lucky..Coz i'm grateful of wat i have in my life..I have friends and family who love me damn much..aku ni kadang2 boleh jer survive sorang2 tanpa kawan..Contohnyer outing...Aku boleh g outing sorang2 jer..Aku pk,kawan pon ada hal masing2..So,go on jer la ngn apa yg aku nk buat..

(tenth)
last skali,aku ni x ske hipokrit dan sangat open minded..Aku x kesah apa orng nk cakap pasal aku..Lantak la aper orng ckp.I know myself better..I always change towards positif attitudes..Aku ni jenis yg suka buat kerja aku jer..Malas nk ambik tau hal orang..haha..lantak la apa nk jadik..Asalkan x campur tngn dlm hal urusan aku..Awas,klu x..hahaha..Aku ni terima jer apa yg mereka nk share ngn aku..Yup,aku x conservetif..aku boleh terima benda yg orang len kadang2 x leh trima..(erkk,cmner nk xplain??)paham2 sendiri la..haha


p/s:last thing yg korang x tau pasal aku..Aku ni mudah jatuh sakit..Antibody aku x cukup kuat nk lawan penyakit sejak aku kecik lagi..sampai sekarang aku ni mudah jatuh sakit...Tapi,aku kuat semangat.Aku plng benci makan ubat..So,biar jer la penyakit aku tu sembuh sendiri..~

hehe~~

This award is from my beloved eleena,hanani and ainin~~
~~Merci beaucoup mademoiselles~~
Erkk,Ainin,yanabelum stop blogging lagi..Just buat blog baru..x mau sedey2..

Terms and conditions to accept this award :

~Make sure you are a FEMALE~

. List 7 reasons why do you feel lucky to be a GIRL .

~~First and foremost because I can CRY and CRY and CRY..Boleh tujukkkan feeling kita tanpa rasa runsing pon..Ye la,kita kan girls..(feeling n chiwang)hahaha~~

~~, I can be more independent in my life..I conduct life the way I want without anybody's rules...hahaha..My life is my life..LOve my life very much~~

~~I can wear anything that I want..High heel,sports outfit,Casual,Coat,(Fesyen)..Cam tudung yg berbunga2 ker..Walking confidently with my handbeg..!!! I love doing that.I can attract people by doing that...Just like to catch someone's attention ..Then he'll say, "wow,she's stunnig"..
hahahahaha~~

~~I can make a man's life turn upside down the way I like..Perhaps,I also can make them stronger..We r powerful..hahaha..~~

~~I can be a conquerer..Now,girls or women tend to be more demanding..They can succeed like men did..So do I..
Hurmm,so,Never judge girl or women yerk,boys..hahaha..Jangan terkejut kalau satu hari i'll be a CEO..hahahaha~~

~~shopping and makan banyak2...Especially bila shopping with Ilia..Semua kedai kami masuk..N jalan bnyk2 dari pagi sampai petang..Yeah,we r cool lyn..erm,klu boys la..sure dah pengsan...hahaha~~

Lastly,I love the way I am, I'm grateful to be what I am tody..coz the most important to be a girl is..I'm beautiful..Then,it reflect my confident..So,girls..let's rock and make it havoc in this world..Coz we'r pretty pretty wow..Just being happy to b a girl,dear..Yup,that's the main reason y i'm lucky to b a girl~~

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LYNN

MIMI

NANIE

AININ

KAK FIQAH

SUMY

KAMILAH

kenangan UTP~~~

hurm,patutnya dah lama aku publish pasal aku g UTP tempoh hari..Tapi tak tertulis..Maybe sebab sibuk sangat kot...(chewah,macam la sibuk sangat)..hahaha..Sebenarnya,time aku g utp tu,blog ni belum lagi dibuat..So,kira tak per la kan aku citer benda yang dah lama..Sajer nak share dalam blog ni..

Cam biasa la aku ni kan kerjanya on9 24 jam..hohoh...dah namanyer lepasan spm..Apa lagi,on9 jer la kerja aku..Then,satu malam yang tenang,chewah...entah naper aku gatal tangan gi taip website petronas..aku ingat lagi link dye Http://spmonline.petronas.com.my..Erm,rupanyer dah keluar la result untuk attend educamp...Then yang paling aku x sangka,aku pun tersenarai.Actually disenarai pendek jugak..Tapi bukan educamp tau..Exam ajer..Maybe sebab aku dah attend educamp untuk trial spm tempoh hari..huhu..Dalam hati,Syukur yang tak terhingga buat Ilahi..Rezeki Allah nk kasi untuk aku..Hah,Ilia,gbox,amzar,,afif and another one sape x ingt dh pon dpt educamp..Aku just ujian jer..hehehe..so,mereka pergi awal lg la dr aku..

Dalam hati nervous gak,exam aper benda la agaknya??adoii..masak aku kne nanti..dah la exam..otak dah lama jammed..hahaha...tak per,try dulu..Aku buat preparation apa yang patut jer la..Aku study la math n admath..maner tau,kuar exam based math ke..Yer la,first choice aku mintak Akaun..second mintak petroleum geoscience and third choice,ekonomi..haha..Better aku study gak kan sket2..huhu..

Hari jumaat 17hb april,aku bertolak ke perak..Sampai kat perak,stay kat umah cousin aku..yes2..bleh rest kejap..haha..Keesokan harinyer,bertolak la aku ke utp..Nervous gila..Ilia cakap,exam susah gak arr..adoii..Then,sampai jer..terus daftar..Dalam pukul 8.30 pg aku daftar..Like always la,kne bawak dokumen yg ptt...Masa daftar tu,pak cik cakap(orang utp la) "ok,nor syazliana sharifuddin..your exam id is 340 and course ochoosen is petroleum geoscience"..oo..ok..ok..I love that course..Ya allah,syukur..Itu kos yg aku memang nk..tp x brani letak as first choice coz sbb result spm x melayakkan aku apply kos tu..hahahaha

Exam tu satu jam jer..KUI3..lagi haru,aku kne exam math n science..er la,kos engineer kan..Mak ooiii,aku dah la x study langsung chem n phyc.admath pon gitu2 jer..bedal ajer..Jawab aper yg rasa betul..Habis exam,jumpa fikry qardawi..He's my group member during my educamp..Kami g kafeteria..Makan apa yg ptt..borak aper yg ptt..Cian die..Sebab aku paksa rela die jumpa aku,dye penat2 baru lepas men terus datang jumpa aku nek motor...hahaha..then,before balik,dye kasi aku cd..Thanks fikry..Cd kartun..haha..layan jer..Thanks fikry..rasa bersalah plak kt fikry sbb aku sentuh bahu dye coz aku nak panggil die time tu..Kawan die tengah lambai kat die.Dah fikri duk khusyuk minum air...hahaha..Actually dye injured jatuh motor..Ala,cian..tu la..bwak motor laju2 lg..tau la dlm campus..agak2 la ..kan dah jatuh..Worried la bout you...Kejap jer sempat jumpa fikry..Hurm, x per la..hehehe..

Kali ni,aku berharap sangat dpt utp..Tak dapat pon x per..Sbb aku paham..Competition memang tinggi..dah la syarat minima untk apply UTP adalah 9a ke atas..Kat saner,aku sorang jer yg g exam dngn 8a..hehehe..Rasa cam rendah diri pon ada..Tapi,aku tak akan kalah sebelum aku try dulu..Maner tau rezeki aku ada kat situ..erm,before balik dari utp,entah apa la nasib..terjumpa si darius..adeyh..kalau kawan2 aku yg tau pasal ni..Sure kena gelak habis ni..Dah nk wat cmner..dah terjumpa..bukan aku yg mintak..hahaha..camner boleh terjumpa dia??aku temankan kawan aku ni..Kawan yg sama exam ngn aku..die lupa bwk kalkulator.sedangkan wajib bwk kalukulator..so,die suh temankan g jumpa kawan dia kt utp.Pinjam kalkulator tu..aku ikut jer la..temankan jer..bukan apa pon..rupanya,kawan yg dmaksudkan tu darius...waaaa...sedihnyer aku..nasib ko la labu!!~~huk3..kawan2,korang jangan gelak yerk...

ERm,bila agaknyer result utp??aku redha klu x dpt..Tp,moga2 rezeki Allah ada untuk aku d utp..Ya allah,kabulkanlah permintaan hambamu ini..Berikan yg terbaik untuk ku..Impian ku ada di depan mata.Namun,hanya padaMU ku berserah.Amin..Impian aku memang nak kerja yang berkait dengan oil n gas..Minat sangat nak g pelantar minyak..hehehe

p/s:ermm,utp memang best..Besar..tapi,apa sbnrnyer kos petroleum geoscience??wakakaka..aku gatal2 apply,aku plak x tau aper kos tu..aku sebenarnyer nk jadik petroleum engineer jer..ni g upgrade petroleum geoscience...nak kos tu..hahaha

ilia,betul cakap lyn..Semua candidates tu terdiri dr glongan yg excellent..Yup,self esteem aku pon low gk tyme tu..Tp,aku kne overcome semua tu.. i did it..hehe..thanks 4 ur support..

Graduasi dan reunion~~

Hanani sent me a message..

CORRECTION..REUNION CONFIRMATION ..all farisian's girl r invited
date: 28/4/2009
venue:pacific bowl,kbmall
time: 11 a.m
to join this reunion and to play bowling,reply this MSG by typing CONFIRM REU N BWLNG .to join this reunion only,reply this msg by type CONFIRM REU .Reply this before 25/4/2009..

Adeyh,nak pergi ker tak??hahaha..Erm,keep wondering and thinking to make the decision..I missed all of you..But,I wonder..is everyone will b attending the reunion??
I guess,this will be the last we will have the chance to meet..yup,I'm on..i'll be there..however,should I play bowling??hahahaha..Perhaps, it has been a long time ago I involve with bowling..Last when I was in form 4..hehe..Then,the latest I play bowling with Ilia..keh3..She won the match..hahaha..Lyn,I hope we will have another match during reunion..hahaha


Then,about Graduation..It was postponed on 7th may 2009..I really hope that batch 0408 will be attending the graduation..Cian cikgu-cikgu yg dah bersusah payah buat majlis untuk kita..Dah la kos mahal..yer la...tngk la saper vip..Lupakan pasal result..Coz ada yg x nk attend sbb result down..Adoi,aku pon result teruk jgk..Tp,pergi jgk..Insyaalah..Tapi kan,betul gak apa yang sorang kawan aku cakap ni..Dah agak lambat untuk buat majlis tu..Klu majlis tu diadakan pada tarikh asal 30hb.ramai yg dpt hadir..Naper??sebab 7hb tu ramai yg dah sibuk untuk persediaan ke matrix..A'ah..logik gak..hehe..


erm,whatever la..Tapi,aku benar-benar berharap yang batch 0408 dapat datang..yer la..Bila lagi kita nak grad samer-samer..Pas ni,kita akan grad kat len2 universiti..dKalau dah ada hal,x per la..nak buat camner..tapi,kalau yang boleh datang,aku harap datang la..Rindu kat korang..Maybe ni penghormatan terakhir kita buat sekolah dan guru-guru..



P/s:baju untuk graduasi dah siap..MUjur sempat siap..haha..kita kene pakai tudung pink kan??baju x kesah warna apa kan??hehe..frens..lupa la.kertas pasal graduasi dah hilang..hohoh..kasut??hitam jer kan??keh3..

how I really missed you all~~

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I dedicated this special to all my friends …For every moments we’d shared,for every lessons that we gained,for the precious advices from our beloved teachers, and for all the hardship and story that we’d cherish and we wrote.. This is our story……STORY OF 0408..SMS TENGKU MUHAMMAD FARIS PETRA..it’s a place where our story began and all the greatest moments ever lied here that will never fade away from our mind…My life began in this school..friends,you’re te best things ever happened in my life..Thank you for every single moments that we’d shared..

My beloved Ilia Eleena,I learnt to respect others from you and we’d cried together in dorm cb-6..for all gila-gila moments,never forget all that no matter where you’ll be after this….And,thank you for your greatest love..Maybe,I shouldn’t ask that question “who will you choose,Au or me?” coz I already have the answer..thanks dear..Thanks for accepting me the way I am…

My lovely Atiqah,I learnt to appreciate my life when I know your story..Thank you for your willingness to share your life with me..Aftr this,you’ll face with greater hardship,so..b stong my dear..never tend to give up easily coz I’ll always here for you..Perhaps distance will never be a reason for us to fall apart..

Syamim dearie,through you,I know what a true friendship means..I learnt what it takes to ensure that friendship last forever..Dear,don’t worry too much and never hesitate to make a decision.Remember,you cannot please everyone..Parents are everything for you..Dear,learnt to trust others but never trust too much..You have to b confident and you’ll make it…

Nabila @ my rabit,I know you very well..And you know me very well..For me,you’ r my guidance,my sister..For all joy and laughter we’d shared,you r the best ever..For five years we’re classmates and most important we’re mentee..(dormates)..There’s a lot to tell..And thank you for sharing everything with me for almost five years..Thanks for teaching me how to be independent..Thank you for correcting my mistakes..(huhu)..

Hanani dearie,you’r the best monster ever exist in my life..I learnt to tolerate many things through you..You’r the best adek for me..hahaha..Kakak shuld give up for the sake of her adek,rite..Nanie,I wish your dreams come trueHope to c you in court..(hihihih).Nane,I was the first person to call you nane..Thanks for that..Never forget everything about us,dear..~

Sumy, I have a chance to get to know you very well only for a year,yet that was the best moments for me..Dear,never give up before you try first.Never think about what will happen,but you have to go for it and fight for your future..I really respect your opinion even sometimes,it differ from my opinion..but,I learnt to respect people view and opinion from you dear..U r a wonderful girl with your own thoughts..so,go for your future..

Nurin qistina..I want to mention your name here..For almost four years we’r in the same dorm with nab,I learnt a lot from you..Most important is,I learnt to b very patient with you..I wonder how I can b very patient with you..hahaha..Coz u r very stubborn and we’d argued about many things.Soetime,it really annoying..Sorry for everything dear..But,oe thing for you,You r the best kakak ever..We used to share our katil..hahaI’ll never forget that moments..I’ll never forget that mok nab always lost her patient because we always woke up late to school.hahahaha..Sorry nurin..sorry nab.

Solehah,I learnt to wake up through midnight for qiamullail.Thanks for guiding me about Islam.About solat Istiqarah,solat hajat..I guess,whenever I have a problem I know where to go,what to do..Berserah kepada Allah..Ur words..i’ll never forget that..

This is very special,there’s a lot to tell..but I think it’s too late for that..Buat arwah fatin farhanah..I learnt to dream..I learnt to achieve my dreams no matter how hard it will take..Form four,we’d shared our dreams to b a chemical engineering.To get the scholarship from Petronas..To work with Petronas.Now,that’s what I’m doing..Someday,i’ll get hthe cholarship..It’s our dreams and I shall carry that dreams.. May God bless me..I wish you’r here with me.To fight for the scholarship..I wish u r here to accompany the rest of us..We really miss you,Atin..

Appreciation to Ainin sofia,kak kuyah,amirah azziati,haida,Aisyah,najah..Thanks for sharing the memorieswith me..Kak kuyah,I love to hear your voice,so sweet..Ainin,I love to stare your face,so innocent..huhu

Buat kekasihku grammarian,Dayah,Shabirah,Zureen,Hanum,Amirah,Syafia,Cwon,Farhah,Shima..U we r the best..We ‘r havoc..hahahaha.Wish you all the best in whatever you do..In your favourite fields that you choose..Your future is in front of you..You lead your life the way you want..Nobody can make it for you..Bonne courage..Gammate kudasai

Buat cikgu paridah,alang2 cikgu ajar bahasa Malaysia,meh sy tulis dlm bm la..Cikgu,terima kasih untuk segalanya..Kenangan terindah yg x kan sy lupa adalah apabila handset dirampas oleh cikgu..Jujur sy ckp dlm blog ni,sy x marah pon ckgu rampas fon sy.Dh tu salah sy..ahahahaa..cikgu,kata2 cikgu yg sy akn ingt bila ckgu rmpas fon sy “awak ni kan,tak reti -reti lagi peraturan sekolah???..Dah lama buat kerja ni??” adoi,padan muka syazliana kan cikgu..Miss you la cikgu..huhu..Terima kasih kerana sudi membimbing sy menjadi manusia cikgu..Manusia yg berguna..

Ustazah asma’ your last words “andai kita dalam kebuntuan,berserahlah pada Allah..Istikarah dpt membantu..Agar pilihan kita tidak akan salah”yup2,sy x akn lupa tu!!

there's a story behind our friendship

hurrmm,how i can start this post?? i always face with this problem..When it comes to writing,I always take time to start..But when I start with introduction,haha... i write everything that come from my mind..Hurm,let me introduce someone that always be at the top in my heart after my family..Her name is Atiqah..she's adorable,gentle,kind,lovely and many more..Her attitudes attract me....Our friendship actually already began since we're in standard 3..erkk i guess so..(lupa dah)then,we're apart and lost in touch..Then,suprisingly,I met her when I entered my kingdom(kingdom of heaven),sms tengku muhammad faris petra...wow,I guess it was our fate to continue our friendship..But we're not that close as we're not classmates..Form three Was the most memorable year for us..We started to get closed since we're in form three..Maybe We're in the same set(english set)..Since that moment we're closed..I started to get to know her closer..I also be a part of her life,I knew her journey of life..Honestly, I had to say that,despite of her cheerful attitudes and her adorable appearance,her life was not that cheerful..Through her, I learnt about this life, I learnt that people had their own story,own life to live..If I asked each one of them,probably they also wanted to lead and run another life..They wanted to run away from problems that they faced with..But,then they would say,"it is my life..I have to accepted it and tried my best to survive."yup,that's true..Atiqah,through her, I appreciated my life and be grateful of what I owned.I started to live my life happily.....Because my life was empty..it just like I was born to fulfil others desire,to get a good grade,to succeed in my life..Without I notice that,my life was wonderful..After Atiqah entered my life,everything changed..I'm happy with my life,I always grateful of what God gift to me..honestly,I learnt Islam through her..There's a lot to learn about Islam..not just doing what was compulsary only...Thank you dear..I really appreciate everything that you gave to me..You had sacrifice a lot for me..U'r my twin forever.My sister i guess..huhu..Then I promise that I'll never let you live this life alone..I'm more independent as I learnt through her..

just to fulfil my boredom...

Your element: Fire
Your ruling planets: Mars
Symbol: The Ram
Your stone: Ruby
Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment
Vibration: Enthusiastic
Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others.

Description:
Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magical place for them. Many famous sports people are born under this sign. Aries is regarded as the most physical sign and because of its Mar's rulership; it is also one of the most highly charged masculine energy signs in astrology. No wonder women born under Aries are forceful, dynamic and aggressive, and as a result these Aries women frequently find themselves with dilemmas surrounding their romantic relationships. For them, a man has to be a 'real man' to deal with an Aries woman, otherwise she intimidates him. And conversely for the Aries male, a woman has to be a real woman to deal with him, because he is looking for many balancing component traits (his true feminine side) in his partner. She has to run the gamut in his support system, from the Aries man's best friend, true companion, through to his muse, and yet she must never ever answer him back!

Therefore Aries can be a confusing sign because there is a complex combination of very strong masculine and feminine expressions all combined together. Because of the male energy surrounding it, when a woman is born under Aries, it creates some of the most interesting women in the world, women who are adventurous, independent and have competitive natures. It also tends to make them very forthright.

But whether male or female, Aries people are 'doers' rather than 'talkers'. They are the impulsive, act first, ask questions or have doubts later, sign of the zodiac. That's why their lives are often filled with many dramas and sometimes even accidents! Their ability to live life close to the edge provides them with a wealth of 'real experience' to call upon. When an Aries person talks about something or somewhere they've usually done it or been there, rather than simply read about it in a book. Being active people Aries can't adapt to any kind of restriction, particularly possessive relationships. They often travel to escape any feelings of being stuck or possessed. Aries people love challenges. In fact, if everything is running smoothly, they are quite capable of going out and doing something (sometimes quite foolish) to rock the boat. Aries love to race in where angels fear to tread.


p/s:actually we shouldn't believe this..so,ust read,butdo not believe about what it said..

renungan pembuka bicara~

my friend post this into my inbox..Perhaps it is as a reminder to me...Hopefully I can share this with my others friends..I guess he's right about this..read this...

tittle:Kepada wanita-wanita yang tidak bertudung
Wahai wanita tidak bertudung,
Sungguh cantik alunan rambut mu,
Bebas menggerbang kemas terikat,
Terserlah di bawah cahaya mentari,
Mentari dunia yang tak sehebat neraka,
Iaitu api yang kan membakar rambut mu,
di hari akhirat hari penentu,
maka hanguslah segalanya,
hilanglah cantik alun rambut mu,
tiada lagi yang menggerbang,
tiada lagi yang terserlah.

Oleh itu jadikanlah diri mu,
Sebahagian daripada wanita-wanita yang bertudung.


Wahai wanita yang bertudung,
Sungguh cantik alas kepala mu,
Ringkas pendek tersempang rapi,
Tersembul jambul tertutup dahi,
Terserlah lah bentuk tubuh,
Mengapa tidak dilindungi?
Rimaskah dengan tudung labuh ke dada?
Panaskah dengan pakaian sedemikian rupa?
Tidakkah kau ingat,
Kepanasan api neraka itu lagi hebat membakar,
Menjilat rentung kesemua mereka yang ingkar,
Mereka itu wanita yang tak bertudung,
Kau tidak ubah seperti mereka walau bertudung,
Oleh itu jadikanlah dirimu,
Sebahagian daripada mereka yang bertudung,
Bertudung labuh hingga ke paras dada.




Wahai wanita bertudung labuh,
Sungguh cantik terlindung rambut mu,
Sungguh ayu tertutup bentuk tubuhmu,
Yang terzahir jelas gaya kesopananmu,
Mengaburi segala yang tersirat di hati,
hanya diri sendiri yang menghakimi,
mungkin suci ikhlas kerana Illahi,
atau berdebu dengan sebab duniawi,
riak wajah nampak tawadhu’,
riak jiwa rupanya menunjuk-nunjuk,
alangkah ruginya andai benar begitu,
kerna azab masih tak terlepas dari mu,
serupalah sahaja diri mu ditunggu,
diseksa tidak ubah seperti wanita tak bertudung,
sama dengan mereka yang menyempang tudung,
oleh itu jadikanlah dirimu,
sebahagian daripada mereka yang bertudung,
bertudung labuh hingga ke paras dada,
tersemat jua bersamanya rasa taqwa.


Wahai wanita yang bertaqwa,
Andai kau telah sampai ke tahap ini,
Dengan akhlak mahmudah terpahat di hati,
Syariat islam sebati dalam diri,
Maka layaklah dikau mendapat ganjaranNya,
Yang dijanjikan di akhirat nanti,
Dan tatkala di dunia ini lagi,
Muslimah solehah kau digelari,
Menjadi idaman setiap muslim soleh,
Yang sukar sekali untuk diperoleh,

Wahai muslimah solehah pula,
Jadilah mukminah mujahidah,
Mujahidah yang akan menyeru,
Agar ditinggalkan dirinya yang dahulu,
Mujahidah yang akan berdakwah,
Agar diri dan umat berubah,
Mujahidah yang akan mengajak,
Agar islam kembali tertegak.


Dengarlah wahai wanita..
Sahutlah seruan ini..

I repost this because I think it is my responsability to share this reminder.. take no offense coz I never judge people easily,either they wear tudung or not...It just a reminder to all kaum hawa..including me,yup.I admitted that,i felt like I was one of them..Why I repost this:somebody told me
"sebarlah dakwah walaupun hanya sepotong ayat..Kerana ia merupakan salah satu sunnah qubra yang semakin dilupakan"

Friend,thanks for telling me this..I'll bear in my mind always..

new comer~~

hehehe..anyway,this is supposed to be my second blog..It has been a while I didn't update my blog..Even some of my friends keep reminding me to update..Frankly speaking,i'm not that good in writing..To express my thought and my feeling..For me,this is not a good way to express everything about me..huhu..Anyway,i'm trying so hard to overcome this..Perhaps,blogging will help me to find another point of view about this life,A medium where I can share opinion,seek advices, or at least, I follow others experinces..Maybe I can learn something through it..So,friends..help me to keep my interest in blogging..hahaha..

ces tout~~